When all is suppose to be perfect. When i thought everything is going th way i want it to be, turns out, i was wrong. Its been days that we texted each other, and now i know all those sweet talks are meaningless. You never wanted a relationship, you just wanted a girl to play with. When being asked, why your answer couldn't be a 'maybe'. It's really hard to hear it from someone else how you feel about me. A 'maybe' is so much better than 'don't know'. It really hurts when i heard it. But then again, you never told me that you like me. I have no rights to even ask you, to even question you. All i could do is to pretend that everything is th same as before, maybe someday it'll work out. Maybe it will turn out th way i want it to be. I now have no idea how i should face you. After th whole day ytd, you really disappoint me. Maybe i shouldn't even trusted you in th first place. When i feel that something is different, i use means and ways to find out th things that i already know. Th moment you said, ' i've got something on my mind. But you don't need to know' i know it's impossible. Is it because you're just not careful with your words, or you really mean what you said. Implying that it is none of my business. Its a mistake to begin with. I'm being all dumb and stupid all over again. Why is it almost all th guy i met have to be this way. And eventually they will just leave, without saying anything. Now, all i have to do is to wait for history to repeat itself.
C'HLOE