Doubt.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
I don't know if i can trust you. After ytd, you sms-ed me that you like me, and i treated it like a joke. We never talked about it anymore. I don't know if i can trust myself to not hurt you. I know you don't need another girl in your life to hurt you again. I have no idea what to do or say to make you understand. I've got to think it over, CAREFULLY. I can't bare if i do anything to hurt you.
After what i found out from melody ytd, i realised what you said to me was true. But i couldn't believe at that time. And what you did to grace. I don't know if i was another target for you to play with, or is it just a girl that can replace her. Maybe we just need time, to go slow.
I don't know how much you like me compared to everyone else. What irritates me th most is you, keep talking to C on twitter. You have no idea how i feel everytime i see that. Th more i see it, th more i think we are just normal friends just like you and C. Just that you and her have more than us.
I don't know what to do now. Just let nature take its course. If it's meant to be, it will be. I don't want to worry so much even before th relationship start.
This time, i've got to make sure. Got to think twice.
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